| it must be the colors and the kids that keep me alive. |
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[Thu, July 27, 2006|1:10am] |
it's been forever. i don't even know where to begin-
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[Fri, May 27, 2005|12:38am] |
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simple satisfactions.
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[Sun, May 8, 2005|11:54am] |
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The Faint |
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new hair again. same gay smile.
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| sunshine. |
[Tue, April 5, 2005|2:37pm] |
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the outside breeze |
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no matter what's going on in my life.. when it's days like today and am surrounded by the sun, green grass, trees, flowers, and just beautiful weather. I can not help but be in love.. in love with LIFE.
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[Mon, March 21, 2005|6:52pm] |
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i'm going to dye my hair this color:

it'll make me happy and make me feel like the sunshine :).
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[Tue, March 15, 2005|6:40pm] |
I haven't been to dance school in about 5 years. I've never done ballet.. I start taking ballet classes this Monday. I am scared but so excited!
UPDATE: just got back from my first ballet class and although i'm a bit sore, it was so fun! uber excited to continue.
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| I think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again. |
[Mon, March 14, 2005|9:23pm] |
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The Mars Volta |
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So, today at work I was ringing up a customer... she bought fairy wings that you can wear along with wands for her little girls and her 20 yr old daughter... I was telling her how I've been thinking about buying the set for myself.. she asked what color I would get if I did decide to buy em and I said green but the only choices were, blue and yellow so I told her yellow.. so, after I rung her up she left and came back on my line 2 minutes later with a yellow wing and wand set and said, "this is for you".. at first I was like, "no, no. I could get them myself." but she insisted that she get them for me so I took em... she def made my life. I love nice people.. especially random ones like that. I really wish more people like that were still around...
p.s.-besides a selected few people I love to work with.. I HATE TARGET and I wanna quit SO BAD! "remember, don't forget to ask the customers if they'd like to apply for a target credit card." shut up. please. no one wants your stupid cards!
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| Desperate to brush the lips of grace. |
[Wed, February 16, 2005|1:31am] |
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Two things I really want: 1)Summer 2)to see Damien Rice in concert
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| Viva. |
[Wed, January 19, 2005|7:49pm] |
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Missy Elliot-Pass That Dutch |
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I feel like i conquered the world today..
it was my second try doing it but boy did i do it...
I GOT MY PERMIT!
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[Mon, December 27, 2004|7:24pm] |
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what am i doing...
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[Mon, November 15, 2004|1:59pm] |
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Time.
who knows...
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| "What do you call nuts on a wall?"..... Wallnuts", said by Gary Sumner. haha. |
[Mon, October 18, 2004|9:17pm] |
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Jet - Look What You've Done |
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Lately i've been trying to figure out what's my purpose in life.. Sometimes i feel like maybe life is meaningless like what are we all really here for.. But, i feel that my purpose here is to love.
I've felt so many different types of love from people. Most of the times the love turned into people just stabbing me in the back.. even my own flesh and blood.. (which is why it is so hard for me to trust people) and it made me begin to think that my purpose here really is to love.. especially when i meet people like the person i met tonight....
I went to Mcdonalds tonight with Dan and Domenick.. i really wanted chocolate chip cookies but they cost 3 for a $1. i needed $0.30 more to be able to buy cookies.. so these three people walk in and i ask them for $0.30 and they give it to me..which made me so happy then we forgot we needed $0.06 for tax.. so i asked the Mcdonalds lady if i could have 2 cookies for a $1.. she took out $0.60 from her wallet and payed the rest for me.. i then found $0.25 so i went back and told her, "here is $0.25 for the $0.06 you loaned me. i feel bad".. she then curled my hand, pushed it towards me and said, "hunny, don't feel bad i did that out of the goodness of my heart".. i then smiled and said, "wow, people like you make life worth living. thank you for people like you.i love you" she then smiled and said, "same too you sweetheart. goodnight"
Finally.
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| I just wanna be happy. |
[Fri, October 8, 2004|10:50am] |
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Queen - I Want To Break Free |
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I'm tired of hurting myself by waiting around for you. I'm tired of letting you control my heart. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of thinking about you. I'm tired of not being happy. I'm tired of holding on to and over analyzing everything you say.
This time I'm not just kidding myself.
I am not letting myself be unhappy because of a boy anymore. Even though to me you aren't just a boy... I Love You. But you don't want me right now so I need and want to learn how to be happy with out you in my life. It's not like your stopping your life because I'm not in your life so why did I stop mine. I was stupid but now I'm not going to be stupid anymore.
Justine is back.
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